again here!!!

Again, here!!

    I am once again here before you, wanting to talk about the great love that still beats in my chest here!, I tell you that as time goes by more and that all things and the seasons. change and as much as the waves, and winds, change its course, there is only one thing, that as much as I want, and however much I try, as more changed, only tended to grow more and more each day, and there expanding and getting bigger and bigger, without proportion, is something so immense that even fits inside me! this love, this feeling that consumes me. whole day. a little voice tells me not worth the sacrifice, but my stubborn heart , does not obey me, I feel that I am no longer master of my own acts, as if love is to control everything.,


    I feel like it, become increasingly stronger with each passing day, even with the long distance that separates us.
I know that my life has just summarized, a long wait, and I know it will be difficult, and without end for you, knowing the immense love I have for you, pretend it does not exist, for you, whether it's you Love or not to you.no Whether this love kills me a little bit every day! for you, no matter if I'm sad and depressed, consumed with longing, suffering for your hubris by your indifference.

    all you do is directly or indirectly, hurt me, looks like you have the gift of making me suffer, do not leave me sad and questions by that know. just words will not suffice, since not even know if you still believe in says,


    you fool me, just with the way I look, then I met you, I never had one day of peace, I feel the life slipping from the hands. and I can not take it back, do not know. how to handle what I still remains as the best of me, you took although.and now have to go it alone in this huge highway called nostalgia, I'll have to take the boat dock of sadness and loneliness at the port named, will have as a travel companion, only the silence, I have to make a stop in the street one-way, call and let fate take care of my wounds, that good old man, who is called the time, because in those moments he alone !can heal the wounds and soothe the pains of soul.know your way, never crossed the my.and even if it ever happens again, until then, trust in divine providence, that I regret everything, that I have done during this time, I know that there nothing to forgive and no forgiveness to be asked, since there are not guilty, neither you nor I were guilty of anything, that love lives in me, simple mind happened without an appointment and without warning, he just came, so like a thief in the night, was going without even asking permission to stay, and eventually settling in my heart with a deadly virus and when I found myself, could no longer get rid his.no imagine how much harm he could cause me, how much pain and suffering he would eventually bring me, I never imagined that one day in my life, I could become a slave to a feeling that should be, welcomed as a blessing or as a gift to people others perhaps not for me! in my life, love is like a kind of martyrdom, sacrifice a long and endless, something like a shot at close range, a suicide long delay.if will long to love someone more than myself, this is the price I'll have to pay, all right, that is so I do not care as long as the end, my desire is to be realized! to be paid this high price then, if all this brings me some peace and happiness, I accept the conditions and go to the end, that my crazy journey in search of my lost treasure and I know, I'll find a day.no matter how, I really get what really matters is that this place, will be here just waiting for an angel, to me bring love wait.know so long that one day I'll be happy, still not sure how, but I know i ll be.no matter what, way will this love, and yes, the size of the happiness he will bring me.